People say the root of all evil is money......Well for me it is sugar..... I am not diabetic..... I don't have a thyroid issue..... My blood has been taken and tested, then taken and tested again..... I have tried weight watchers at home...... Entered myself in contests.... Tried out for the Biggest Loser....... Cut my food intake in half.....counted calories..... Worked out until my body has given out..... But the weight hangs on...... The truth of it is I am a sugar addict..... My body is caught on this sugar/insulin roller coaster and thus far I haven't been able to get off..... Well starting tomorrow NO SUGAR...... No sweet tea..... No Snickers..... No sweets.... It seems a little daunting...... But today I took a step..... Not everyone is super supportive..... Some say it is a quick fix..... But I am working with a medically supervised weight loss program and trying phentermine...... My hope is that at the end of the day I will have some energy and my crazy sugar cravings will quiet to a much more manageable and conquerable level...... That way I can focus on the good foods, finding things I like, and stop the internal struggle with my feelings of deprivation....... Prayers please as I strike out on this new path to a healthier me..... Here is a look at my Biggest Loser Application Video.... This was the real beginning.... The point where I opened up about a lot of things.... Because a lot of things contribute to weight problems......The hypocrisy is that I specifically said I did not want to participate in a Medical Weight Loss Program..... but after trying yet again and being unsuccessful...... Well it's the next thing on my list...... ***Disclaimer: watching this video you will know and see more of me than you ever may have wanted to.... This was my Biggest Loser Application Video, so I was giving it my all ;)!
